This time of year always sparks anxiety in me. The days become shorter and darker much too early. I'm continually cold. And the thought of snow makes me grumpy. I suppose after a winter like last, I'm not alone.
But my nerves are brought on beyond the typical fall and winter changes. With each winter I can feel my disease taking a bit more of my independence and my ability to move voluntary muscles. I have Limb-Girdle Muscular Dystrophy and the weakness brought on by it has amplified each year. Every year of my life I have become weaker than the last. And the thought of knowing this is always in my mind. This year alone, I've had respiratory and heart complications arise. Both will need to be monitored for the rest of my life, as have other complications and changes over the years.
Then the annual Thanksgiving season begins and some of my nerves calm. I'm tremendously thankful for the support and love of my family and friends. They're truly the rock that keeps me grounded, especially in the winter months. Each one has assisted me physically and emotionally over the years and I would not be as strong and healthy as I am today without them. They each deserve my humble gratitude. I love each one of you for your sacrifices.
Thank you my Family and Friends!
- Elizabeth -
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